Saturday, May 9, 2009

June 6, 2009

Man readers, why I'm up at 3am? I have so much on my mind its not even funny.

Lets see, I am on the verge of something I can feel it. Something either good or bad is about to happen to me in the coming months. I think its about to be time for a major change. Things just feel like its a set up of some sort and things will be very different from here on out. We'll see. Personally, I hope it be a good thing. Something positive for a change. My attitude about things has to change, I know this and I'm gonna work extra hard at this so I can have a satisfied life. The one I'm meant to have...Things are coming together slowly, but good things come to those that wait right??

Raider I am trying to decide on what to do with him. I have been dealing with a big debate regarding him. I don't know whats going to happen, but in this I don't think its going to be good for neither one of us. Things haven't been right from the beginning though. The circumstances sucked really. But if the negative comes I think it would be better foe the both of us. Raider will understand I'm sure. God knows my heart is in the right place.

I think I know the problem with my mouse pad. Lol I just figured it out. I been resting my palm, the very foreskin edge of it on the pad part, and I think that's why my cursor moves when it wants to. We'll see if my theory is correct lol. I just have to remember to pay close attention to it, when I do it lol. I have to get like a lil desk or something maybe. I think I am in the wrong typing position. lol. and the jokes is I went to keyboarding class. I can type my ass off but cant sit right. Dayum shame. Matter fact after this blog im going to look up on the Internet the proper sitting position. I hope all you laptoppers reading this blog right now are sitting in the correct position. Good posture helps you in the long-run when you get older. Cuz yawl know you don't stay young forever lol. "Hell we're not even promised tomorrow, so its best to act right today, just in case you don't get that chance to do it all over again tomorrow." <== look at me makin up life lessons, lol on this I am def. gonna follow my own advice. And like my note says. Get my stuff together.

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Gotta big "to-do" list for tomorrow. Things need to be done. And if i dont make things happen, wont shit happen lol..

Procrasination is a bad habit to have. I have to get out of it. Does anyone have any tips on beating this dreadful habit? All suggestions are welcome. I cant stand when I feel like its so much I should have done and just bullshitted around with other stuff instead of handling what I could have done more productive. Procrastination is a bad habit! Suck!! Why do I feel like things can wait with everything I do? I don't know but I need to get to the bottle of it, cuz some stuff just cant wait..and should be done asap. Little work gives you little progression/results.
My twitter is going well. hahaha. I have gained an experience with people I cant say I would have gotten from anywhere else. Real ppl doing real things. Its so in the moment and up front. Real people recognize real things. The promotion thing. I don't know if I would pursue it as a hobby or more serious as a career type deal. But I do very much enjoy having it as a hobby. Its fun knowing that I'm helping ppl spread there wonderful crafts and passions alike. And spreading a good word at the same time with my quotes, some written, some found. I can even do a lil MoNe.

I think I've gone on long enough. Don't wanna give you too much of my life. For more about how I feel, keep your reading glasses and book lights handy. I'll keep you all posted..


~Charel


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