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If Your Not For It. Leave! But Come Back Soon Now Ya Hear?!?
Now with that being said....
I'm SO fed up with telling someone over and over again, what he can do to help me stay happy. Not EVEN, make me (because no one can do that but me) but at least help me stay that way. I'm running out of patience, compassion and energy. I need a relationship therapist BAD and ASAP! How much time is too much time to give someone to get their act together? Why is it so hard to get the plain drawn out picture/idea/concept?? I mean I'm telling you how I'm not happy and what you can do to fix it, so whats the fucking problem? Its been what, a month now almost, come on, get your shit together, and stop pussyfooting around, and not putting forth any effort to do what you said, you were GOING to DO! WHY tell me your gonna do this and that, fix this that and the third, and I turn around and your doing the exact same shit I keep asking you not to? I don't fuckn get it. Do you?
You can't make everyone happy I know that. But your not even attempting to help me stay happy. Come da fuck on already, I'm so ready to give up on this shit its not even funny. I'm tired of babysitting. Hell play time is over. My feelings have been on the line long enough, and I'm still being hung out to dry. Why? I don't know. Where are all the answers when I need them?
Someone said "be encouraged" how can I be when Iv been saying the same shit over and over and over again for almost a month? Little to no change does not leave room for encouragement! Ugh! What am I posa do wait/waste another month?
Its times like this I wish I had a therapist. Cuz I don't know where to turn, what to do or how to approach this situation. Any volunteers? All feedback and comments are SO much appreciated..Pray for me ppl lol..
Someone else said it takes understanding and patience. OK I understand you have your life and I have mine. But at sometime the 2 have to come together and shakes hands, spend time nurturing one another and become stronger as one right? That's all a bitch is asking for, is a lil more QT. And I ain't getting shit. I'm getting the tail end of the stick, the leftover dried up crumbs. And I deserve so MUCH more.. Don't I? I thought I did. I thought he thought I did. And now I'm second guessing myself everyday this shit progresses..Like what am I here for? I ain't happy, so whats the point? Have patience?.. My patience left the building already. Hell my shit went on a lunch break and I don't know if that shits coming back for the rest of its shift. For what? To be let down some more? I just don't know what to do anymore...What would you do? Hell lol that reminds me of "What would Jesus do?? lol.. Lord HELP Me! My picture perfect thing I had going is slowly falling apart. I hope I make it thru, I want this really really bad.
"Depends on how significant the goal is you tryin 2 achieve? Greater risks & struggles= Outstanding Rewards!!" ~ @Biatrice07
I believe in this one, shit feels great when its up, but this shit feels like trash, now that its down. I don't want to believe that "Relationships Are Boooooshit" I want to believe this one is a real one, but if we cant get over this simple shit, how will we be able to handle the bigger harder things?
I hope this doesn't last too much longer, Iv been told it wont, but who's to say that? No one really knows. But I guess like I always say "if its meant to be it'll be". Frustrated with men. I'm done venting now, carry on.
"the opposite sex gives you peaks and valleys and you just gotta find your way thru the bullshit sometimes."
Someone else said it takes understanding and patience. OK I understand you have your life and I have mine. But at sometime the 2 have to come together and shakes hands, spend time nurturing one another and become stronger as one right? That's all a bitch is asking for, is a lil more QT. And I ain't getting shit. I'm getting the tail end of the stick, the leftover dried up crumbs. And I deserve so MUCH more.. Don't I? I thought I did. I thought he thought I did. And now I'm second guessing myself everyday this shit progresses..Like what am I here for? I ain't happy, so whats the point? Have patience?.. My patience left the building already. Hell my shit went on a lunch break and I don't know if that shits coming back for the rest of its shift. For what? To be let down some more? I just don't know what to do anymore...What would you do? Hell lol that reminds me of "What would Jesus do?? lol.. Lord HELP Me! My picture perfect thing I had going is slowly falling apart. I hope I make it thru, I want this really really bad.
"Depends on how significant the goal is you tryin 2 achieve? Greater risks & struggles= Outstanding Rewards!!" ~ @Biatrice07
I believe in this one, shit feels great when its up, but this shit feels like trash, now that its down. I don't want to believe that "Relationships Are Boooooshit" I want to believe this one is a real one, but if we cant get over this simple shit, how will we be able to handle the bigger harder things?
I hope this doesn't last too much longer, Iv been told it wont, but who's to say that? No one really knows. But I guess like I always say "if its meant to be it'll be". Frustrated with men. I'm done venting now, carry on.
"the opposite sex gives you peaks and valleys and you just gotta find your way thru the bullshit sometimes."
~ @dabreakradio
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SPECIAL THANKS TO MY TWITTYS!
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